AT LAST!he start his first step!

last friday, ada BIG suprise for me. atfer 2-3 hari bergaduh, and i felt really down..he cheer up my life again. :)
that morning, macam biasa..he pick me up. i really moody. really cant act like nothing but i tried la . but he noticed jugak la..even i senyum pun..still not enough for him to realized yang i marah dia.
then kat office he skype me.."syg nanti balik kerja ikut pa gi makan ok?"....mmmm ok whatever dude!
i tanya la.makan where?..."adala...tempat ngeri!"..yeah rite lantak kau la.
then...ok la.after work he fetch me..then i tgk dia tersengih tengok phone..OK THATS IT!
memang dari dulu sampai sekarang mmg aku pantang betul if he smile looking at his phone. sape tu? is it your ex? mak ke? abah ke? abang ke? whats the great news yang buat kau sampai tersengih macam kambing?
grrrr...panas betul..i tanya pmpuan mana msg tu?macam biasa la.."mana ada"..OK!
i betul marah..mamat ni mmg nak kena makan pelempang..i dah marah..dia tersengih lagi macam kerang busuk."i nak balik..tak nak makan."..i mmg geram dowhh..!
"eh jangan la...kita gi makan la..(sambil tersengih)"...ini mamat mmg cari penyakit wa cakap lu!

BETUL KE HANGAT-HANGAT TAHI AYAM???

Dia kata hangat2 tahi ayam..huhuhu.. Awal2 je semangat nak tulis2 kat blog ni... bukan malas tapi tak de masa al maklum la ahli keparat..have no time u noe..so malam ni i luangkan masa i untuk conteng2 sumthing kat dinding ni.. nak citer pasal aper hek??.."tuah"..bukan Hang Tuah atau H.M Tuah...tapi pasal bertuahnya aku bersama Wan Nadrah Alwani...aku betul2 senang ngan nadrah ni.. she's sooooo swit..but dun make dia angry...hahaha...she's sooooo special(kalo burger tu ada balut ngan telur la)...ada kelebihan yang tersendiri...and 1 more thing dai tunjukkan rasa cinta and love dia dengan cara dia yang tersendiri....tak macam orang lain...unik la spesis dia ni..

nak citer lagi tapi mata dah agak2 perlukan rehat

to be continued my sassy girl....

xoxo

sighhh...

have a great weekend..
with no money..bilakah mau kaya ni
jd anak ikan somebody bolehkah?

serangan balas...

nie post yang pertama bagi tahun 2010...hope this year idup makin cemerlang, gemilang and terbilang...now time to work!!!work!!!work!!...i dun care. tapi mampu atau tidak aku dengan kerja sekarang ni...haishhh..pening wo!!! tapi aa life must go on lor..can not pilih2 kerja ma skang.. yang mana ada kite sapu la..janji boleh masukkan dalam resume and looking for better job and better position...am i rite??~

skang baru tau ...peritnya nak cari sesuap nasik..

hangat hangat taik ayam

what can i say.. he is soo malas to update this blog..
so i think i shud delete his name from contributors list..
dont blame on him, because nobody want to read his b.o.r.i.n.g posts! :)♥♥
huh! change your attitude starts from today ok hun!
no more malas2.. and tooootttt no excuses!

wassalam..

finally...fewh!

at last i got a job!
but it feels like..omg!is it what i want? how if i dunno how to works? what if my boss scold me? what if i cant handle my pressure? what if i want to resign (as i always do that!) what is this what is that what is what is blalalalala??

as a conclusion..i can say, actually i dunno how to bersyukur.. plenty of people out there need a job but i'm the one who i can say, easily hired by my company.
what else i need?? my family gave me fully support, my salary is obviously OK!, i got free accomodation plus meals provided by my mummy (thanxx) , i got kakyah who helps me alot!(masak for me, basuh baju for me), i got my own car (no need que-ing everyday for public transport), dont forget i got abgcik's annoying cats (rossa and persie) and.. and my lovie pampered me with lot of ♥♥love♥♥ some more!! what else do i need?

so i have to say syukur to the Al-mighty,,and stop complaining starts from today!

and for tomorrow.. i will set in my mind that i can do it! and give 100% commitment to my new job..and give myself an opportunity to feel like i'm not a looser! stop thinking from the view of -ve side.

yes i can do it! GUD LUCK!

so chaiyok2 myself for tomorrow..big girl dont cry!!

what shud i do??

reasons why i still got no job:-

a) dont wanna work in shift..currently all jobs that suitable with my qualification need me to work in shift..no oh no!!

b)dont wanna get in hotel's line...

c)wanna big salary like people who got 4-5 years experiences

d)lazy i am!

e)n the truth is..nobody wanna hire me..sobsob!